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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
Is there someone you wanna date?
a kid i call munchkin -- OH WAIT~
Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
he's a douchebag.
Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
lmao, depends who we're talking about - i don't think i've broken more than two hearts :3
What's your favorite color?
bluuue or #66cd00 (:
Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
i'm not too sure i am..
Last missed call?
"1 416 224 0200" < WHOMEVER THAT IS.
What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?
checked my phone and laughed out loud. "good morning sweetums" to you too ;]
Do you have a best friend?
yessiree
Do you like vitamin water?
i like the black one and the raspberry one.
Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
yeah, but can't remember which person that is.. or maybe i can.
What do you think of people who have sex before marriage?
i really don't give a fuck.
Do you get along with your parents?
no.
Are you more independent or dependent?
pretty independent, but also pretty dependent, i say.
Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
aha, yeah.
What is your favorite fruit?
raspberries and pomegranates.
<3
Who was the last person you were mad at?
dad. still am. whattajerk!
Does anyone love you?
ofc not, i'm erica, right?
loljk.
Do you love anybody?
very much so.
Can you imagine what your life would be like if you still had your ex-best friend in your life the way you had before?
*sticks toothpick under toenail and kicks wall*
Who is one person that you think was the worst thing to happen to you honestly?
i'd really say that on the internet, right? well, probably mac, tbh.
How far away does your furthest relative live from you?
philippines.
Do you have any memories that other people had to let you know about because your memory had failed you?
yes, yes, yes.
Think about the last person who really hurt you, what is something they do that you can't understand?
SO OVERLY CRITICAL LIKE ASFKJSKLJGRSHIT.
Is there anything you are trying to teach yourself?
walk straight. write well. stop being annoying.
Has there ever been a situation to happen in your life that made you question whether people really can change?
definitely!
Have you ever managed to break your own heart?
LMAO WHAT
WOULDN'T THAT BE LIKE TAKING YOUR OWN VIRGINITY?
LOLOL WHAT
When you have money what does it usually get spent on?
bubble tea, gifts.
What were you doing the last time that you were outside somewhere?
i was at a walmart in buffalo criticizing the fat people.
Are you someone who handles their feelings well or is it the complete opposite deal for you?
idek, people tell me i'm emotional. i'm kinda abrupt and then regretful, then detatched and then i repeat the process.
How much effort would it take for someone to become close to you?
as long as they're not total creeps who think they're going to be my insta-friend.
like that creep who's always like "o0o0o u & him r sew cut <3 <3 <3" and i'm always like "stfu cunt"
Who of all your friends always has stories from shit happening to them?
this question doesn't make any sense to me.
Do you ever make the mistake of saying things that you probably should have thought twice about saying?
yes, omg -.- then i regret it and go mute.
With regards to your cellular do you use the picture mail option a lot?
nope. i get charged :c
When was the last time you had deja vu type shit going on for something?
we were in english and lebko and adam were quoting again. omg.
Do you feel as though where a person is raised will have an affect on how they are as a person?
YES.
The last time you had someone laughing at what had you done?
i don't remember.
Is there anyone who you usually talk to everyday?
yessireeeeee :D
What is something that happened, if anything, that changed your mood for the day for any amount of time?
lectures in the car.
"i'm not going to waste money on putting you into community college. if you want to work in a kfc and be happy, you better leave my house right now, then i can put all the money i'm saving for your education towards a cruise and enjoy my life."
thnx dad luv u 4eva~
Is there any hairstyle that you really want to try having in particular?
OMG CRIMPED HUUURRR FTW
OR MAYB ILL FOLLOW PADAWAN STILE
N LEAVE A SUPAHFCKINLONG BRAID @ DA BCK
loln.
When was the last time you had a really bad feeling about something?
i have that frequently - i think too much.
Where were you the last time you saw a member of your preferred sex who was really attractive?
:3 aside from munchkin (lol hawt stuff, concentrated fr srs)
Is there anything that you're letting go of at this point?
...i'm not holding anything? no rly, i'm typing. there's nothing to let go rn. i'll let you know when i'm holding a glass or s/t.
Are you someone who holds to their word?
depends with what. i never expose secrets - tell me you like someone and i'm not going to be all ~~ when you're around them; that stuff.
When was the last time you had found out really sad news?
idek, and i'd rather not try and remember this sad news, thanks.
What is something that you really want to do before you aren't able to that you haven't shared with anyone?
ok what. you lost me at "do before you aren't" punctuation saves lives, doll.
(.1 Do you have a boyfriend or a crush?
booooyfriend.
(.2 How long have you been with/liked him?
shit, liked him since... ok, i've loved him since i started talking to him a lot, i just didn't realize i liked him until early may. aaand we started going out 'round the time of my birthday. don't remember which exact day or time tho..
/girlfriendfail
(.3 How often do you talk to him?
every single day.
if not, i assume he hates me.
LOL.
(.4 What did you think of him at first?
i honestly thought he was a dwarf. someone told me that the other day, "i remember when you told me you thought he was a dwarf or something" whoops. :')
(.5 Is he uber-adorable?
AHAHAHA OMG YESSSSSS
PLEASE, SOMEONE AGREE WITH ME ON THIS
THIS KID
IS LIKE, AMAAZING.
<3
(.6 Is it more than looks?
HE'S LIKE A FCKING SUPERHERO AND NOBODY KNOWS IT. HE'S JUST THAT GREAT.
(.7 What's his mother's name?
what.
valerie.
he thinks i'm a creep now.
thnx.
(.8 What's his birthday?
november 4th
(.9 What did you get him for his birthday?
i didn't really know him well around his birthday, BUT I WILL GET HIM SOMETHING AND IT WILL BE GREAT.
(.10 How long was the longest conversation you had with him?
we talk a lot. (:
Your Type (This or That style)
(.11 Bad boy or Sensitive boy
NEITHER. OMG. NO.
(.12 Jock or Nerd
NERD.
(.13 Skater or Hippie
hhhh skater -.-
OR HIPSTER, ACTUALLY.
HIPSTER > SKATER.
(.14 Facial Hair or Clean Shaven
clean shaven.
(.15 Stupid but Good-Looking or Smart but Ugly
uh, what about the mannerisms and such? i find those kinds of personality traits greater than intelligence or looks..
(.16 Glasses or Braces
either.
(.17 Bad Dancer or Bad Singer
bad dancer.
(.18 Super Sweet Boy or Asshole
super sweet, you dumbass.
(.19 Player or Drug User
player. anything is better than drugs.
(.20 Gay guy (who hasn't come out yet) or Abusive guy
gay guy, you homophobe.
(.21 When was your first kiss (with a boy)?
last sunday (:
(.22 How many boys have kissed since?
la la la one.
(.23 What's the farthest you've gone with a boy?
kiss :D
(.24 Do you regret it?
only because
1) i missed
2) i'm awkward
and 3) i just regret things naturally
(.25 Ever did something stupid with a boy while drunk?
--
(.26 Ever done body shots with a boy?
--
(.27 Ever gone out of your way to see a crush?
hhh, yeah -.-
(.28 Have you had your heart broken into itty bitty pieces?
no.
(.29 Did the mean boy stomp on the pieces after?
loln, wtf are you snorting?
(.30 What's the most you've ever done to impress a boy?
:/ idk.
Your Perfect Guy (bold all that apply)
(.31 Blonde Hair
(.32 Black Hair
(.33 Brown Hair
(.34 Red Hair
(.35 Unnaturally Colored Hair
(.36 Green Eyes
(.37 Blue Eyes
(.38 Brown Eyes
(.39 Hazel Eyes
(.40 Tall
(.41 Average Height
(.41 Short
(.43 Muscley
(.44 In Shape
(.45 Skinny
(.46 Stocky
(.47 Fat
(.48 Shops at A&F
(.49 Shops at Hot Topic
(.50 Shops at Pacsun
(.51 Shops anywhere
(.52 Plays sports
(.53 Plays an instrument
(.54 Writes poetry
(.55 Writes stories
(.56 Has a job
(.57 Gets good grades
(.58 Smokes pot
(.59 Very Religious
(.60 Has a car
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
super facebook note like ayyyye!
12.6.10 at 7:04 PM
Is there someone you wanna date?
a kid i call munchkin -- OH WAIT~
Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
he's a douchebag.
Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
lmao, depends who we're talking about - i don't think i've broken more than two hearts :3
What's your favorite color?
bluuue or #66cd00 (:
Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
i'm not too sure i am..
Last missed call?
"1 416 224 0200" < WHOMEVER THAT IS.
What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?
checked my phone and laughed out loud. "good morning sweetums" to you too ;]
Do you have a best friend?
yessiree
Do you like vitamin water?
i like the black one and the raspberry one.
Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
yeah, but can't remember which person that is.. or maybe i can.
What do you think of people who have sex before marriage?
i really don't give a fuck.
Do you get along with your parents?
no.
Are you more independent or dependent?
pretty independent, but also pretty dependent, i say.
Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
aha, yeah.
What is your favorite fruit?
raspberries and pomegranates.
<3
Who was the last person you were mad at?
dad. still am. whattajerk!
Does anyone love you?
ofc not, i'm erica, right?
loljk.
Do you love anybody?
very much so.
Can you imagine what your life would be like if you still had your ex-best friend in your life the way you had before?
*sticks toothpick under toenail and kicks wall*
Who is one person that you think was the worst thing to happen to you honestly?
i'd really say that on the internet, right? well, probably mac, tbh.
How far away does your furthest relative live from you?
philippines.
Do you have any memories that other people had to let you know about because your memory had failed you?
yes, yes, yes.
Think about the last person who really hurt you, what is something they do that you can't understand?
SO OVERLY CRITICAL LIKE ASFKJSKLJGRSHIT.
Is there anything you are trying to teach yourself?
walk straight. write well. stop being annoying.
Has there ever been a situation to happen in your life that made you question whether people really can change?
definitely!
Have you ever managed to break your own heart?
LMAO WHAT
WOULDN'T THAT BE LIKE TAKING YOUR OWN VIRGINITY?
LOLOL WHAT
When you have money what does it usually get spent on?
bubble tea, gifts.
What were you doing the last time that you were outside somewhere?
i was at a walmart in buffalo criticizing the fat people.
Are you someone who handles their feelings well or is it the complete opposite deal for you?
idek, people tell me i'm emotional. i'm kinda abrupt and then regretful, then detatched and then i repeat the process.
How much effort would it take for someone to become close to you?
as long as they're not total creeps who think they're going to be my insta-friend.
like that creep who's always like "o0o0o u & him r sew cut <3 <3 <3" and i'm always like "stfu cunt"
Who of all your friends always has stories from shit happening to them?
this question doesn't make any sense to me.
Do you ever make the mistake of saying things that you probably should have thought twice about saying?
yes, omg -.- then i regret it and go mute.
With regards to your cellular do you use the picture mail option a lot?
nope. i get charged :c
When was the last time you had deja vu type shit going on for something?
we were in english and lebko and adam were quoting again. omg.
Do you feel as though where a person is raised will have an affect on how they are as a person?
YES.
The last time you had someone laughing at what had you done?
i don't remember.
Is there anyone who you usually talk to everyday?
yessireeeeee :D
What is something that happened, if anything, that changed your mood for the day for any amount of time?
lectures in the car.
"i'm not going to waste money on putting you into community college. if you want to work in a kfc and be happy, you better leave my house right now, then i can put all the money i'm saving for your education towards a cruise and enjoy my life."
thnx dad luv u 4eva~
Is there any hairstyle that you really want to try having in particular?
OMG CRIMPED HUUURRR FTW
OR MAYB ILL FOLLOW PADAWAN STILE
N LEAVE A SUPAHFCKINLONG BRAID @ DA BCK
loln.
When was the last time you had a really bad feeling about something?
i have that frequently - i think too much.
Where were you the last time you saw a member of your preferred sex who was really attractive?
:3 aside from munchkin (lol hawt stuff, concentrated fr srs)
Is there anything that you're letting go of at this point?
...i'm not holding anything? no rly, i'm typing. there's nothing to let go rn. i'll let you know when i'm holding a glass or s/t.
Are you someone who holds to their word?
depends with what. i never expose secrets - tell me you like someone and i'm not going to be all ~~ when you're around them; that stuff.
When was the last time you had found out really sad news?
idek, and i'd rather not try and remember this sad news, thanks.
What is something that you really want to do before you aren't able to that you haven't shared with anyone?
ok what. you lost me at "do before you aren't" punctuation saves lives, doll.
(.1 Do you have a boyfriend or a crush?
booooyfriend.
(.2 How long have you been with/liked him?
shit, liked him since... ok, i've loved him since i started talking to him a lot, i just didn't realize i liked him until early may. aaand we started going out 'round the time of my birthday. don't remember which exact day or time tho..
/girlfriendfail
(.3 How often do you talk to him?
every single day.
if not, i assume he hates me.
LOL.
(.4 What did you think of him at first?
i honestly thought he was a dwarf. someone told me that the other day, "i remember when you told me you thought he was a dwarf or something" whoops. :')
(.5 Is he uber-adorable?
AHAHAHA OMG YESSSSSS
PLEASE, SOMEONE AGREE WITH ME ON THIS
THIS KID
IS LIKE, AMAAZING.
<3
(.6 Is it more than looks?
HE'S LIKE A FCKING SUPERHERO AND NOBODY KNOWS IT. HE'S JUST THAT GREAT.
(.7 What's his mother's name?
what.
valerie.
he thinks i'm a creep now.
thnx.
(.8 What's his birthday?
november 4th
(.9 What did you get him for his birthday?
i didn't really know him well around his birthday, BUT I WILL GET HIM SOMETHING AND IT WILL BE GREAT.
(.10 How long was the longest conversation you had with him?
we talk a lot. (:
Your Type (This or That style)
(.11 Bad boy or Sensitive boy
NEITHER. OMG. NO.
(.12 Jock or Nerd
NERD.
(.13 Skater or Hippie
hhhh skater -.-
OR HIPSTER, ACTUALLY.
HIPSTER > SKATER.
(.14 Facial Hair or Clean Shaven
clean shaven.
(.15 Stupid but Good-Looking or Smart but Ugly
uh, what about the mannerisms and such? i find those kinds of personality traits greater than intelligence or looks..
(.16 Glasses or Braces
either.
(.17 Bad Dancer or Bad Singer
bad dancer.
(.18 Super Sweet Boy or Asshole
super sweet, you dumbass.
(.19 Player or Drug User
player. anything is better than drugs.
(.20 Gay guy (who hasn't come out yet) or Abusive guy
gay guy, you homophobe.
(.21 When was your first kiss (with a boy)?
last sunday (:
(.22 How many boys have kissed since?
la la la one.
(.23 What's the farthest you've gone with a boy?
kiss :D
(.24 Do you regret it?
only because
1) i missed
2) i'm awkward
and 3) i just regret things naturally
(.25 Ever did something stupid with a boy while drunk?
--
(.26 Ever done body shots with a boy?
--
(.27 Ever gone out of your way to see a crush?
hhh, yeah -.-
(.28 Have you had your heart broken into itty bitty pieces?
no.
(.29 Did the mean boy stomp on the pieces after?
loln, wtf are you snorting?
(.30 What's the most you've ever done to impress a boy?
:/ idk.
Your Perfect Guy (bold all that apply)
(.31 Blonde Hair
(.32 Black Hair
(.33 Brown Hair
(.34 Red Hair
(.35 Unnaturally Colored Hair
(.36 Green Eyes
(.37 Blue Eyes
(.38 Brown Eyes
(.39 Hazel Eyes
(.40 Tall
(.41 Average Height
(.41 Short
(.43 Muscley
(.44 In Shape
(.45 Skinny
(.46 Stocky
(.47 Fat
(.48 Shops at A&F
(.49 Shops at Hot Topic
(.50 Shops at Pacsun
(.51 Shops anywhere
(.52 Plays sports
(.53 Plays an instrument
(.54 Writes poetry
(.55 Writes stories
(.56 Has a job
(.57 Gets good grades
(.58 Smokes pot
(.59 Very Religious
(.60 Has a car
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.