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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
dear ______,
you are an absolute moron, it's not even funny. i've heard of conceited, but there you are, probably the worst. it's funny how you go around telling tall tales about yourself that you ACTUALLY THINK PEOPLE WILL BELIEVE. un-fucking-believable. do you really think the idea of you making out - much less, getting a wanted hug! - with a girl is absolute mindfuckery. i mean, the first thing you tell people when you meet them seems to be either your shit family or your absolute, misunderstood genius and perfect future. i don't know if "over-exaggeration" is a proper term, since i couldn't imagine you fitting into the terms you describe yourself with on even the smallest scales. girls are all over you at parties? really?
that's like telling me you club seals before dinner on wednesday nights.
just the thought is revolting, to say the least, but the fact it's almost absolutely a lie makes me sick.
you honestly remind me of a sick, internet pedophile and for that reason, fool, i'd absolutely adore kicking you in the face. what the hell is your problem, anyways? you ruin or seek to ruin other people's relationships because you think the girls would rather be with you?
I DON'T THINK HELEN KELLER WOULD BE WITH YOU, MUCH LESS A GIRL WITH 20/20 VISION AND PERFECT HEARING.
stop fucking meddling with happy people. stop making expectations through your delusional perspective. you've been chopping the same girl, hopelessly, since the seventh grade: get up and move on. i mean, seriously? "i can relate to jacob black because i know we're meant to be and i have to live with being just a friend while she falls for some other guy". CHEESY SHIT. if she wanted you, she could have you in a goddam heartbeat, so don't even bullshit me. do YOU honestly believe she'd be with a guy like you? she sacrifices enough to befriend you, so i'd say that believing she'd date you is crossing the line. that's like oliver twist asking for more. no. you don't get anymore than that, silly boy, and you never will.
and the way you talk about your "chops" is pathetic. "i think if i tried for her, i could have her" how bout no. i know who practically all the girls you like have crushes on, and they are all way out of your league.
and your stupid searches for attention... you're such an urchin! if you have to force someone to say something caring, that defeats the purpose, dumbass. maybe someone's going to show you affection without you having to tell them you're moving, or doing drugs or contemplating suicide.
don't fucking ask me if i'd be sad if you died, because three people i've known have passed away and, frankly, the morose topic isn't one i'd like to take part of with you. not to mention, i'm a wonderful liar.
so go ahead and light that blunt, wank to the thoughts of your made up stories, or force vickie into pitying you, but know that's the best you'll get.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
BATCH 2: LETTER TO SOMEONE YOU WANT TO KICK IN THE FACE EXPRESSING WHY YOU WANT TO KICK THEM IN THE FACE.
1.7.10 at 9:50 PM
dear ______,
you are an absolute moron, it's not even funny. i've heard of conceited, but there you are, probably the worst. it's funny how you go around telling tall tales about yourself that you ACTUALLY THINK PEOPLE WILL BELIEVE. un-fucking-believable. do you really think the idea of you making out - much less, getting a wanted hug! - with a girl is absolute mindfuckery. i mean, the first thing you tell people when you meet them seems to be either your shit family or your absolute, misunderstood genius and perfect future. i don't know if "over-exaggeration" is a proper term, since i couldn't imagine you fitting into the terms you describe yourself with on even the smallest scales. girls are all over you at parties? really?
that's like telling me you club seals before dinner on wednesday nights.
just the thought is revolting, to say the least, but the fact it's almost absolutely a lie makes me sick.
you honestly remind me of a sick, internet pedophile and for that reason, fool, i'd absolutely adore kicking you in the face. what the hell is your problem, anyways? you ruin or seek to ruin other people's relationships because you think the girls would rather be with you?
I DON'T THINK HELEN KELLER WOULD BE WITH YOU, MUCH LESS A GIRL WITH 20/20 VISION AND PERFECT HEARING.
stop fucking meddling with happy people. stop making expectations through your delusional perspective. you've been chopping the same girl, hopelessly, since the seventh grade: get up and move on. i mean, seriously? "i can relate to jacob black because i know we're meant to be and i have to live with being just a friend while she falls for some other guy". CHEESY SHIT. if she wanted you, she could have you in a goddam heartbeat, so don't even bullshit me. do YOU honestly believe she'd be with a guy like you? she sacrifices enough to befriend you, so i'd say that believing she'd date you is crossing the line. that's like oliver twist asking for more. no. you don't get anymore than that, silly boy, and you never will.
and the way you talk about your "chops" is pathetic. "i think if i tried for her, i could have her" how bout no. i know who practically all the girls you like have crushes on, and they are all way out of your league.
and your stupid searches for attention... you're such an urchin! if you have to force someone to say something caring, that defeats the purpose, dumbass. maybe someone's going to show you affection without you having to tell them you're moving, or doing drugs or contemplating suicide.
don't fucking ask me if i'd be sad if you died, because three people i've known have passed away and, frankly, the morose topic isn't one i'd like to take part of with you. not to mention, i'm a wonderful liar.
so go ahead and light that blunt, wank to the thoughts of your made up stories, or force vickie into pitying you, but know that's the best you'll get.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.