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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
i had the weirdest, most enjoyable dream last night and i really want to get it down before i forget.
so, i was at ... school, i guess? i'm not sure. it looked like a mall or center of some sort, since it had fountains and whatnot, and some friends were there... yeah, the mall. alright so i was at the mall -- forgot who with, pretty sure it was a group thing -- when i wandered off, and witnessed a bunch of boba fetts terrorize the people and i freaked out cuz they were everywhere, so i ran behind a fountain and saw meredith and melissa just chillin' there, leaning against the wall with bubble tease. and i, like, hide behind the fountain, and a boba fett came, and i kept moving around the fountain so it wouldn't see me, and i call to mere and mel and they just stood still and he walked away and i was like "what." and they were like "they can't see you when you don't move." and were super chill about it.
i don't remember what happened after, but the next part i remember is this bathroom. some friends and i ran to the bathrooms scared shitless, cuz nobody could help and the bobas were killing or manipulating people or something, and it was tense, cuz we were supposed to stay completely quiet, but then we heard someone else was in the bathroom, and it could've been a human boba fett manipulated, or someone that could attract a boba and i was like "oh noes!" and i ran into the nearest stall and stood up on the toilet seat and prayed for deer life that i wouldn't be killed ("or worse, expelled." sorry, couldn't help it. i knew meredith would be thinking it). And all throughout the time i was like "THE DOCTOR WILL SAVE ME" and -- oh my creyz -- everyone was like "if he hasn't come yet, he doesn't exist." and i had an "i killed mufasa, simba" moment and was like "NOOOOO". so while i was waiting, i heard this beautiful noise and was like "MY DOCTOR HAS COME!!!~!!1!1!" and i broke through the stall and ran out, and saw the Doctor (david tennant, tho.) and he was like "i'm the Doctor. i'm here to help." and he pulled out his sonic screwdriver and soniced the air and stuff and was like "boba fett." and i was like "there's loads!" and he looks at me and is like "there's only one boba fett." and we then realized that all the robot people around us were changed by boba fett to create his army. then the Doctor goes all technical and murmurs about a million things and i'm like "you can stop him right" and he pauses and goes "..weeeell" in his cute ass way (0:14) and then i remembered meredith and melissa and was like "they're blind, Doctor! they use echolocation!" and he grins like "oh this should be fun." then gets all serious again and is like "i need you to avoid any contact with them as you can. if you see one, stay completely still, no matter what. you have to find the power modulator, connect it as many speakers as you can and blast it with my screwdriver." and then he sends me off and he yells, "be careful."
so i do what he says and i'm like "oh no! what if he gets hurt? omgomgomg nooo!" and i encounter many bobas, and they get really close and i'm stuck there trying to stand still while they make this loud noise like a siren on an ambulance. eventually, i connect the sonic screwdriver, press the button and it goes all "bzzzzt" and sonic-y, and this huge wave of sharp, sonic frequency buzzes through the air and all the boba fetts cluth their heads and fall to the ground and i'm just like "lol yey" and then i'm like "DOCTOR!" so i run and we run into each other and i hug him cuz he's just such a huggable person. and then we go off in the tardis <3
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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
dreams.
28.7.10 at 6:17 AM
i had the weirdest, most enjoyable dream last night and i really want to get it down before i forget.
so, i was at ... school, i guess? i'm not sure. it looked like a mall or center of some sort, since it had fountains and whatnot, and some friends were there... yeah, the mall. alright so i was at the mall -- forgot who with, pretty sure it was a group thing -- when i wandered off, and witnessed a bunch of boba fetts terrorize the people and i freaked out cuz they were everywhere, so i ran behind a fountain and saw meredith and melissa just chillin' there, leaning against the wall with bubble tease. and i, like, hide behind the fountain, and a boba fett came, and i kept moving around the fountain so it wouldn't see me, and i call to mere and mel and they just stood still and he walked away and i was like "what." and they were like "they can't see you when you don't move." and were super chill about it.
i don't remember what happened after, but the next part i remember is this bathroom. some friends and i ran to the bathrooms scared shitless, cuz nobody could help and the bobas were killing or manipulating people or something, and it was tense, cuz we were supposed to stay completely quiet, but then we heard someone else was in the bathroom, and it could've been a human boba fett manipulated, or someone that could attract a boba and i was like "oh noes!" and i ran into the nearest stall and stood up on the toilet seat and prayed for deer life that i wouldn't be killed ("or worse, expelled." sorry, couldn't help it. i knew meredith would be thinking it). And all throughout the time i was like "THE DOCTOR WILL SAVE ME" and -- oh my creyz -- everyone was like "if he hasn't come yet, he doesn't exist." and i had an "i killed mufasa, simba" moment and was like "NOOOOO". so while i was waiting, i heard this beautiful noise and was like "MY DOCTOR HAS COME!!!~!!1!1!" and i broke through the stall and ran out, and saw the Doctor (david tennant, tho.) and he was like "i'm the Doctor. i'm here to help." and he pulled out his sonic screwdriver and soniced the air and stuff and was like "boba fett." and i was like "there's loads!" and he looks at me and is like "there's only one boba fett." and we then realized that all the robot people around us were changed by boba fett to create his army. then the Doctor goes all technical and murmurs about a million things and i'm like "you can stop him right" and he pauses and goes "..weeeell" in his cute ass way (0:14) and then i remembered meredith and melissa and was like "they're blind, Doctor! they use echolocation!" and he grins like "oh this should be fun." then gets all serious again and is like "i need you to avoid any contact with them as you can. if you see one, stay completely still, no matter what. you have to find the power modulator, connect it as many speakers as you can and blast it with my screwdriver." and then he sends me off and he yells, "be careful."
so i do what he says and i'm like "oh no! what if he gets hurt? omgomgomg nooo!" and i encounter many bobas, and they get really close and i'm stuck there trying to stand still while they make this loud noise like a siren on an ambulance. eventually, i connect the sonic screwdriver, press the button and it goes all "bzzzzt" and sonic-y, and this huge wave of sharp, sonic frequency buzzes through the air and all the boba fetts cluth their heads and fall to the ground and i'm just like "lol yey" and then i'm like "DOCTOR!" so i run and we run into each other and i hug him cuz he's just such a huggable person. and then we go off in the tardis <3
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.