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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
today i was being scolded by my parents about how i'm always on the fucking laptop, so i said, "at least i don't sneak out in the middle of the night and do bad shit" and then they started mocking me. "oh, look - she thinks she's so good cuz she doesn't sneak out. we make it easy for you -- don't sneak out, why don't you just leave? go pack and live somewhere else; see if we care. maybe your friends are the ones doing all the bad stuff and rubbing it off on you."
for fuck's sake -- you guys are a terrible excuse for parents, so stop blaming the people that care about me and look in the sodding mirror. where are all the "thank you"s and "have a nice day"s that parents are supposed to give? how about ruddy life lessons? i'm pretty sure i'm more catholic than you are, mum, and i'm practically athiest. you can't be a good person in church, then leave and cuss everyone out for being too slow on the way out! christ's sake, now you're telling me we should go to church? hell, if you get into heaven, my opinion on a god would really sink. it's disgusting how you people see others. like they're all fucking items for your manipulation. it's no wonder i don't want to live here. i say one thing to you guys and you make fun of me. i tell you i want to get into a good university, and you tell me i can't. not going to make it.
then you have the bloody tenacity to tell me that i don't love my own brother? who's the one who shares her little life stories when we're alone together? who defends him when he's at the park? who taught him how to play video games? who showed him how ace drums and guitar are in hardcore songs? you should be lucky i'm not like you lot -- at least i don't tell him that the world's full of idiots. then again, he should know soon with a good look at you two that it is; too much of a bloody coincidence that two completely heartless people could find each other. get a fucking divorce -- you should never have married. and don't say i wouldn't have been born if you were together, cuz i know there was no real love.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
so..
10.8.10 at 5:16 PM
today i was being scolded by my parents about how i'm always on the fucking laptop, so i said, "at least i don't sneak out in the middle of the night and do bad shit" and then they started mocking me. "oh, look - she thinks she's so good cuz she doesn't sneak out. we make it easy for you -- don't sneak out, why don't you just leave? go pack and live somewhere else; see if we care. maybe your friends are the ones doing all the bad stuff and rubbing it off on you."
for fuck's sake -- you guys are a terrible excuse for parents, so stop blaming the people that care about me and look in the sodding mirror. where are all the "thank you"s and "have a nice day"s that parents are supposed to give? how about ruddy life lessons? i'm pretty sure i'm more catholic than you are, mum, and i'm practically athiest. you can't be a good person in church, then leave and cuss everyone out for being too slow on the way out! christ's sake, now you're telling me we should go to church? hell, if you get into heaven, my opinion on a god would really sink. it's disgusting how you people see others. like they're all fucking items for your manipulation. it's no wonder i don't want to live here. i say one thing to you guys and you make fun of me. i tell you i want to get into a good university, and you tell me i can't. not going to make it.
then you have the bloody tenacity to tell me that i don't love my own brother? who's the one who shares her little life stories when we're alone together? who defends him when he's at the park? who taught him how to play video games? who showed him how ace drums and guitar are in hardcore songs? you should be lucky i'm not like you lot -- at least i don't tell him that the world's full of idiots. then again, he should know soon with a good look at you two that it is; too much of a bloody coincidence that two completely heartless people could find each other. get a fucking divorce -- you should never have married. and don't say i wouldn't have been born if you were together, cuz i know there was no real love.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.