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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
1) I AM NOT FUCKING DEPRESSED.
just because i don't feel the need to speak when i've nothing important on my mind doesn't mean i'm depressed or sad. honestly, i'm having a bundle of laughs. most of the time, anyways. i'm happy - i've realized some things i want, and decided what's not necessary! it's like clearing out my computer folder of crap! it just leaves me with this feeling of accomplishment! well, yes, in second period i don't talk because my class has absolutely no one i feel the need to talk to, within proximity, but that doesn't make me sad - that makes me condescending and annoyed.
2) WHAT
you're the one pushing me away, stop trying to make an effort to talk to me until you're positive you're not just going to ditch me again, please. just because you like her, didn't really mean you could talk about how much you miss me one minute, and then suddenly ignore me when i'm finally right next to you. like, fuck it. i'm not saying to choose between us, i'm just saying to decide whether you have time on your hands to be a lasting friend to me again.
3) OH DAMN
i miss you, yeah, but i could never possibly ever be with you again. things didn't work out. i felt distance WAY before you called it off. i was totally fine with the breakup, except i'm pretty sure your excuse was just an excuse. if you really wanted us to stay friends, where's the effort you used to always put in. it was always i'll try and you always did mean it, so i guess you just don't want me to be your friend. that's cool, i guess.
4) HHHHHHH...
no appealing guys this year. sad face. i mean, except that guy i once walked around the school with during class. i mean, yeah, i have a bit too much care for that guy, but it's probably more of a "I WANT TO BE A CLOSE FRIEND OF YOURS WITHOUT ENDING UP IN A RELATIONSHIP AT ALL". aw, i just want to hug him, he's sweet. ANYWAYS, i probably won't end up dating anyone from our school. bummer. l o l
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
okay hi hello,
7.9.10 at 4:29 PM
1) I AM NOT FUCKING DEPRESSED.
just because i don't feel the need to speak when i've nothing important on my mind doesn't mean i'm depressed or sad. honestly, i'm having a bundle of laughs. most of the time, anyways. i'm happy - i've realized some things i want, and decided what's not necessary! it's like clearing out my computer folder of crap! it just leaves me with this feeling of accomplishment! well, yes, in second period i don't talk because my class has absolutely no one i feel the need to talk to, within proximity, but that doesn't make me sad - that makes me condescending and annoyed.
2) WHAT
you're the one pushing me away, stop trying to make an effort to talk to me until you're positive you're not just going to ditch me again, please. just because you like her, didn't really mean you could talk about how much you miss me one minute, and then suddenly ignore me when i'm finally right next to you. like, fuck it. i'm not saying to choose between us, i'm just saying to decide whether you have time on your hands to be a lasting friend to me again.
3) OH DAMN
i miss you, yeah, but i could never possibly ever be with you again. things didn't work out. i felt distance WAY before you called it off. i was totally fine with the breakup, except i'm pretty sure your excuse was just an excuse. if you really wanted us to stay friends, where's the effort you used to always put in. it was always i'll try and you always did mean it, so i guess you just don't want me to be your friend. that's cool, i guess.
4) HHHHHHH...
no appealing guys this year. sad face. i mean, except that guy i once walked around the school with during class. i mean, yeah, i have a bit too much care for that guy, but it's probably more of a "I WANT TO BE A CLOSE FRIEND OF YOURS WITHOUT ENDING UP IN A RELATIONSHIP AT ALL". aw, i just want to hug him, he's sweet. ANYWAYS, i probably won't end up dating anyone from our school. bummer. l o l
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.