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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
[ I ]
i'm happier now that my restless wondering has been answered. i can stop worrying about what could've been and go on without dragging myself on about it. and since i'm pretty sure you don't hate me, i'm glad we can be proper friends now! ugh, god, i feel like i've waited forever for things to go back to normal. i just miss being able to hug you without feeling awkward. that'll mend, i promise.
[ II ]
i explained to you better, i think. that's good. just understand that i'm far too analytical for my own good, extremely observant of every little detail, and sometimes when you mull that over -- all the information retained from a single day; the regular emotions; the little notes -- when you're all alone, it can take a negative toll and amplify itself ten-fold in me. be patient, give me space, or let me rant like fuck.
[ III ]
they say people learn from their mistakes, but you're exactly the same, still, aren't you? amazing! wow, at least i'm absolutely, one-hundred-fucking-percent you haven't changed a dash! now, the next time some fucker tells me, "but she's such a nice person!" i'll have a second opinion. you're dirty rotten in a way that isn't even brilliant -- at least i can be icy and bitchy for good reason. i can do things on my own without needed someone praising me. goddammit, girl. you're losing more people than you possibly know. you think that ignoring people makes them come to you more -- honey, that doesn't work if you're as dull as new-home walls and as tasteless as autumn air.
[ IV ]
day with jeremy was wonderful! nicole and i bussed there together, after missing our first bus, and chilled at h&m before heading down to indigo's and meeting jere there. radical, awesome, great! ok.
[ V ]
oh yeah, you. fucker, don't mess with me, okay. you can try your best to "get me" but i don't need you. i've got the vice of a queen, and you're pathetically useless to me.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
updates, updates
25.10.10 at 5:21 PM
[ I ]
i'm happier now that my restless wondering has been answered. i can stop worrying about what could've been and go on without dragging myself on about it. and since i'm pretty sure you don't hate me, i'm glad we can be proper friends now! ugh, god, i feel like i've waited forever for things to go back to normal. i just miss being able to hug you without feeling awkward. that'll mend, i promise.
[ II ]
i explained to you better, i think. that's good. just understand that i'm far too analytical for my own good, extremely observant of every little detail, and sometimes when you mull that over -- all the information retained from a single day; the regular emotions; the little notes -- when you're all alone, it can take a negative toll and amplify itself ten-fold in me. be patient, give me space, or let me rant like fuck.
[ III ]
they say people learn from their mistakes, but you're exactly the same, still, aren't you? amazing! wow, at least i'm absolutely, one-hundred-fucking-percent you haven't changed a dash! now, the next time some fucker tells me, "but she's such a nice person!" i'll have a second opinion. you're dirty rotten in a way that isn't even brilliant -- at least i can be icy and bitchy for good reason. i can do things on my own without needed someone praising me. goddammit, girl. you're losing more people than you possibly know. you think that ignoring people makes them come to you more -- honey, that doesn't work if you're as dull as new-home walls and as tasteless as autumn air.
[ IV ]
day with jeremy was wonderful! nicole and i bussed there together, after missing our first bus, and chilled at h&m before heading down to indigo's and meeting jere there. radical, awesome, great! ok.
[ V ]
oh yeah, you. fucker, don't mess with me, okay. you can try your best to "get me" but i don't need you. i've got the vice of a queen, and you're pathetically useless to me.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.