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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
not nanowrimo
19.11.10 at 5:28 PM
1. Last beverage: orange juice. i never like the smell of oranges, but i realized i really fucking love orange juice.
2. Last phone call: that wasn't from my mum was from meredith.
3. Last text message: was from meredith. i'm beginning to realize that i am a lonely person who does not consistently receive texts that excite me unless they are confessing a crush to me and then turning out to have been a mistake. whoops, life of the lonely kid.
4. Last song you listened to: 2nd sucks - adtr
5. Last time you cried: i teared up when i recalled how much the finding nemo game for gamecube scared me. but aside from that, i haven't cried a lot lately. i just don't give much of a fuck for anything anymore. my life follows a distinct pattern and when i like someone, they tend to go for my best friend. cool, cool.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: nope and don't plan on it.
7. Been cheated on: i'd hope not. actually, who am i kidding? of course not l o l
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope -- well, a couple times but not in the way you're thinking.
9. Lost someone special: mhm.
10. Been depressed: clinically, no.
11. Been drunk and threw up: no.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green
13. blue
14. black/grey. sometimes red.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yeah! well, more like realized that other bitch was completely wrong with her judgements. GOOD CALL AND THANK YOU FOR PREVENTING ME FROM BEFRIENDING SOMEONE FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS!
16. Fallen out of love: no, but i have moved on.
17. Laughed until you cried: yeah.
18. Met someone who changed you: i suppose.
19. Found out who your true friends were: uh
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: mhm
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 75% of them
24. Do you have any pets?: yes
25. Do you want to change your name: yes.
26. What did you do for your last birthday?: waterfight at my house.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night?: sleepover with my dog! woo!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: things to make sense
30. Last time you saw your Mother: why is mother capitalized? i am not a part of a religion that worships a goddess.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: the repetition of my situations
32. What are you listening to right now: you be tails, i'll be sonic - adtr
33. Have you ever talked to a person named wangtang? no
34. Who is getting on your nerves now? everyone. i wish i had some SSRIs.
35. Most visited webpage: tumblr, blogspot, facebook, twitter, nanowrimo
36.What's your real name: erica may farazi
37. Nicknames: ericamay!, erkuh, uureeeka, eeka
38. Relationship Status: single pringle
39. Zodiac sign: gemini
40. Male or female? female
41. Primary School? our lady of lourdes, blessed trinity, st sebastian
42. Secondary School? st joan of arc
43. College? applying to a bunch of universities and seeing what i can get
44. Hair color: brown
45. Tall or short: average height
46. Height: 5'6"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? yes
48: What do you like about yourself? i'm intelligent
49. Piercings: two on both lobes
50: Tattoos: someday soon
FIRST:
52. First surgery: i don't recall
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: either nicole, victoria or meredith or andrea
55. First sport you joined: --
56. First vacation: hongkong/philippines
57. First pair of trainers: does it really matter? they're fucking trainers, for god's sake.
RIGHT NOW:
58. Eating: nothing
59. Drinking: orange juice
60. I'm about to: do some writing, unfollow people on tumblr and twitter, delete people from facebook, delete msn contacts, and watch misfits. not necessarily in that order.
61. Listening to: basically, i've just downloaded more adtr so i'm listening to all of it together now.
62. Waiting for: something good to happen
63. I'm feeling: melancholy
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? to adopt. i don't have the tolerance for babies.
65. Get married? not sure.
66. Career: neurologist, possibly working toward a degree in psychology, too.
YOUR DREAM GUY/GIRL:
67. Lips or eyes: i'm always drawn to the eyes, and eye contact in conversations.
68. Hugs or kisses: i love long hugs and i like kisses.
69. Shorter or taller: ugh, taller
70. Older or Younger: pedos or cougars? closest to my age, the better. i'd rarely date a younger guy -- that's a bit desperate, innit?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic -- to counter my spontaneity and put up with my need to receive and give affection.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: ohmygod arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: if he's sensitive where he actually tells me shit, that'd be great.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU:
75. Kissed a stranger: no
76. Drank hard liquor: no
77. Lost glasses/contacts: no
78. Sex on first date: no
79. Broken someone's heart: no
80. Been arrested: no
81. Turned someone down: yeah
82. Cried when someone died: yeah
83. Fallen for a friend: yeah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: i think i'm more competent than most people i know, so yeah.
85. Love at first sight: no.
86. Heaven: no.
87. Santa Claus: no
88. Kiss on the first date: yes
89. Angels: no
90. god: no
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? no
92. Did you sing today? yes
93. Did something illegal? yes
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? not too long ago -- just to that friday night. i want proof.
95. The moment you would choose to relive? when someone was interested in me and told me i was a good person and genuinely cared for me.
96. Are you afraid of falling in love? am i afraid of god? it's sort of difficult for me to be afraid of something i don't quite believe in.
97. When was the last time you lied? don't remember -- it's a spontaneous thing.
99. Would you give your life to save someone else's? martyrdom is practically suicide.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.