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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
this month last year i was:
- in like with a guy who was TOTALLY WRONG FOR ME
- he was a flirty little bad boy oh lordy
- bee-eff-effs with adam muzik
- ace in french
- nervous and prepping for the christmas concert -- thinking that o tannenbaum was the hardest in the world
- thinking about how i had to play minuet for my cpt in music!
- realizing my "best friend" was a total bitch
- giving her another chance anyways
- watching her replace me and actually feeling hurt
- waiting for the bus to get home straight after school every day
this month, this year:
- i'm in like with a guy i CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF
- he's completely adorable and just a wonderful person
- not best friends with anyone
- ace in science and music
- christmas concert done -- and it was wonderful
- thinking about how different next semester will be ):
- realizing i have a secret admirer who is adorable
- adopting a more hedonistic nature
- being undermined in every sense, but not giving a fuck
- planning on spending my wednesday after school christmas shopping with the guy i quite fancy
if i could go back and view the halls as i did before, as an intimidated little niner knowing nobody but the people who have spoken with me in my classes, i'd probably be able to point out more people. like, wow. for example, one guy i would see here and there but i didn't even know his name, and now i see him every day and enjoy him a lot more than i could have ever intended. another guy was just a kid in my class who i ended up falling in love with over the course of the mid-springtime and -- wow -- now i'm not only over him, but hardly friends. it's weird, to be honest, how so much changes.
anyways, my horoscope for today was INACCURATE since nobody confessed their love for me (sigh) but that is alright because yeah it was an okay day. i liked the christmas concert, though, because i looked pretty. really pretty. i am not being cocky or sarcastic -- my hair was really nice and i got compliments from older kids. wow man, accomplished, lal. i spent the entire night within proximity of him and i thoroughly enjoyed it. oh, and howard. howard was lals too. i love howard
have i ever mentioned my love of tonzies, though? i doubt it. he's always just wonderful, though. like, when i sat next to him on the bus to the remembrance day celebration and fell asleep, he made sure i didn't fall over. and he gives me hugs when i need them and asks me about my day. TRISHA ARMENA YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL COUSIN.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
counting down to a new year
1.12.10 at 4:22 PM
this month last year i was:
- in like with a guy who was TOTALLY WRONG FOR ME
- he was a flirty little bad boy oh lordy
- bee-eff-effs with adam muzik
- ace in french
- nervous and prepping for the christmas concert -- thinking that o tannenbaum was the hardest in the world
- thinking about how i had to play minuet for my cpt in music!
- realizing my "best friend" was a total bitch
- giving her another chance anyways
- watching her replace me and actually feeling hurt
- waiting for the bus to get home straight after school every day
this month, this year:
- i'm in like with a guy i CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF
- he's completely adorable and just a wonderful person
- not best friends with anyone
- ace in science and music
- christmas concert done -- and it was wonderful
- thinking about how different next semester will be ):
- realizing i have a secret admirer who is adorable
- adopting a more hedonistic nature
- being undermined in every sense, but not giving a fuck
- planning on spending my wednesday after school christmas shopping with the guy i quite fancy
if i could go back and view the halls as i did before, as an intimidated little niner knowing nobody but the people who have spoken with me in my classes, i'd probably be able to point out more people. like, wow. for example, one guy i would see here and there but i didn't even know his name, and now i see him every day and enjoy him a lot more than i could have ever intended. another guy was just a kid in my class who i ended up falling in love with over the course of the mid-springtime and -- wow -- now i'm not only over him, but hardly friends. it's weird, to be honest, how so much changes.
anyways, my horoscope for today was INACCURATE since nobody confessed their love for me (sigh) but that is alright because yeah it was an okay day. i liked the christmas concert, though, because i looked pretty. really pretty. i am not being cocky or sarcastic -- my hair was really nice and i got compliments from older kids. wow man, accomplished, lal. i spent the entire night within proximity of him and i thoroughly enjoyed it. oh, and howard. howard was lals too. i love howard
have i ever mentioned my love of tonzies, though? i doubt it. he's always just wonderful, though. like, when i sat next to him on the bus to the remembrance day celebration and fell asleep, he made sure i didn't fall over. and he gives me hugs when i need them and asks me about my day. TRISHA ARMENA YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL COUSIN.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.