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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
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17.12.10 at 4:28 PM
Why you kissed the last person you kissed?
because i really liked him
Tell me the truth, why did you fall for your last ex?
he was nice, sweet, funny, a great listener, cute, etc.
Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
i don't worry too much about these things.
Is anything bothering you?
yes.
What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
i don't remember, but it probably had to do with the fact that i was so tired.
Is anyone else in the room with you?
nope.
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
the school's automated service man. i always greet before i actually hear the recording.
What does your last recieved text message say?
it's just from nicole, telling me she wasn't home (so to have our parents chat in the morning or something)
Would you ever get a tattoo?
i'm planning on it, just hesitant about my pain tolerance.
What are you most anxious/excited for?
nicole's birthday party/sleepover. hopefully my parents let me crash at her place.
What is your favorite drink?
maybe chocolate milk. probably raspberry iced tea.
What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
"he's not going to come to school today." or "brendon urie, get in me" (i woke up to panic, dont kill me)
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
sure, it's great, i guess, but i'd probably be happier if my life wasn't wrapped in such a veil of confusion. i like knowing where i stand with people or else i'll just assume i'm coming off as a prick.
Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
nicole? nope.
Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
not in front of them ever.
Whats something you do when you're mad?
at school, i stop talking and just try to calm myself, or i piss off. at home, i'm generally irritable, so i put on something to entertain me.
How do you feel about your hair right now?
it smells nice. i washed it last night but didn't bother to brush it or anything. i never do.
What’s on your mind?
i need to finish watching dexter, i left the episode open. my break will be monotonous and sacrificial. i need to wrap my brother's gift. i want to get it off my chest. i'm afraid of the weekends. i want to watch a good film. is my tolerance to gore higher? maybe i should watch saw or something -- and i'll cut off there.
Have you done something bad today?
skipped two periods of class to go to an early lunch and howard's house. then i lied about it, obv. also, i'm still coveting about nicole's party.
Are you jealous of someone right now
i'm jealous of some people i see on tumblr since they're so perfect and such.
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
nope.
Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong?
if i were wrong, i wouldn't begin arguing.
What’s one word to describe you?
loveless.
What are your plans for this weekend?
stay home, watch dexter, do chores, wash dog, play piano.
Did you date someone you regret dating?
i pity dated someone in grade 7 or 8
Get asked anything ridiculous lately?
ok not ridiculous, but i told him i wanted a hug "just a hug!" and he replied seriously with "are you sure that's really all you want?" i have no clue what he implied, if he knew i like him, and it's way out of time bounds for me to tell him.
As of today, do you like anyone?
i used to deny it a lot, but yes. yes i do.
When's the last time you cried over the opposite sex?
back in summer. haven't really cried since.
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
no.
Do you like your first name?
it's dainty.
Do you like to cuddle?
probably. i strive for physical contact.
What are your initials?
emf
Married?
divorced
How would you feel if your last ex fell in love with someone else?
i don't care, because i've definitely moved on, too.
Are you in a good mood right now?
no.
Who was the last person you spoke on the phone with for over an hour?
don't remember.
Do you need to say anything to someone?
YES.
Have you ever been a gymnast or a cheerleader?
i wish. they're all fitties.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.