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ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
if there's one thing i hate, it's being called wrong when i'm more or less right.
another thing? when people use terms they don't understand and use them wrongly.
and i'm noticing you do that a lot. you try to trap people with big words that aren't any more useful than string shots of spider webs. just distractions from the lack of usefulness.
right now, you're confusing your terms. i try to clarify and you don't cooperate. i try again and you call me wrong. no, because i don't talk about things i don't understand. i don't just pull words out of thin air and pretend i know what they mean. i won't deny that i used to be really drawn to your intelligence, but your half-assed attempt at a way with words is pissing me off now.
somewhat unrelated (yet related by a deeper bond) consider this analogy:
you're given $20 to spend on food; normally, you'd spend it a day at a time -- or even less than that! -- and and up with a lot of money for a longer amount of time. in this circumstance, though, you don't have that much time; you spend $2 the first day, then rush -- spending $5 every other day. then, when you've run out of time, you realize you've got no money left to spend, and you probably don't want to buy food anymore anyways; you'd rather spend your next allowance on something different.
that's the best way for me to sum up how i feel right now, of course substituting the money for affection/adrmiration/attraction and relation to the food as if it were him. i have spent so much more time striving to befriend you within the time i had that i ended up hung up in your tangled web of confusion -- i had no knowledge of my progress. and now, now that i know more or less where i stand, i'm so tired of trying that i'm free to cut myself loose without even looking back. i won't think of this as wasted time, per se, for you do happen to be a kindred spirit, but right now i cannot stand how your geniality wilts now that i've seen the light.
wow this blog has some sort of garden theme, what with all the flower and spider references lol i wonder if anyone reading this will catch that and find it poetic or something but i enjoyed writing all that down.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.
ericamay, 25may1995, single forever, devoted to peter pan
charlieissocoollike, doctor who, peter pan, you me at six, i see stars, andy oliver, devin oliver, ribbons, bows, drummers, bright colours, black and white contrast, people who smile a lot, laughing, beats, rhythms, being good at something, fireworks, writing, sketching, details, internet, photoshop, graphic design, coding, paint, crayons, paper, plain goldfish, the colours green and blue, prince phillip, princess aurora, tinkerbell, neverland, disneyland, disneyworld, crush the turtle, chemistry, storybook romance, arctic monkeys, britain, irish accents, every accent, scottish boys, skinny boys, pale boys, collarbones, freckles, gingers, photobooths, madina lake, billy idol, chocolate chip cookies, toffee, tiny marshmallows, hot cocoa, good memories, bloodrushes, laughing, singers, musicians, good headphones, punching the backs of car seats while listening to hardcore music in parking lots, hugs, kisses, winter, sweaters, hoodies, scarves, snowflakes, eyelashes, pretty eyes, dark hair, blonde hair, straight hair, wavy hair, offensive humours, people who don't take things seriously, heated debates, awkward moments, having private concerts home alone, red pandas, sharks, weasels, minxes, puppydogs, kittycats, post-it notes, caring reminders, strawberries, raspberries, william beckett, matt smith, karen gillan, david tennant, alex turner, joe brooks, noah and the whale, mumford and sons, los campesinos, french people, foreign languages, magic tricks, illusions, photographs, macros, doodling people i know, doodling people i wish i knew, pens that flow smoothly, shortbread cookies, tapping my feet, high fives, pokemon, laughing so hard i cry, being told people love me, winning, swedish fish, candies, neil patrick harris, nerimon, frezned, danisnotonfire, alexisonfire, billy talent, taking back sunday, john gomez, brian dales, alex pettyfer, logan lerman, tumblr, squareenix, old names, music class, good friends, late-night confessions, hanging out anywhere, eccentricity, spontaneous people, people with good memories, being unforgotten, lyricists, air heads, scissors, kicking, unicorns, rainbows, miss rainicorn, adventure time with finn and jake, flapjack, we came as romans, architects, joy division, two door cinema club, emma watson, george craig, emma watson and george craig together, the hoosiers, old photos, chalk drawing, graffiti, skateboarders, bmx riders, comic fanatics, superheros, guys, candy in tin cases, pastel stars, pointless wishing, sweet dreams, morning messages, text conversations, honey on toast, apple jelly, internet memes, advil, motion city soundtrack, vampire weekend, rolo tomassi, people named connor, people named sebastian, william, james, oliver, owen, eoin, alexander, joshua, andrew, aaron, christopher, jackson, hunter, and the like, the afterlife kids, downloading music, new downloads, video games, rpgs, shooter games, screaming, all forgotten, arcade fire, the asteroids galaxy tour, kick ass, aaron johnson, christopher mintz-plasse, devon werkshire, thick rimmed glasses, flickr, hipsters, cute kids, never growing up, beastie boys, we are the ocean, blink182, chameleon circuit, john green, hank green, paper towns, the perks of being a wallflower, lewis carroll, c.s. lewis, absolute brightness, the chronicles of narnia, lockets, trinkets, mimes, golden pocketwatches, nifty antiquities, halloween, sewing, the click five, parkway drive, cold war kids, obscurities, confessions, bookstores, candy stores, inside jokes, walls of wonder, being awesome, skins, kaya scodelario, luca pasqualino, jack o'connell, nicholas hoult, max hewer, hannah murray,
and a number of other things...
frankly, love, you're getting on my tits.
14.3.11 at 6:57 PM
if there's one thing i hate, it's being called wrong when i'm more or less right.
another thing? when people use terms they don't understand and use them wrongly.
and i'm noticing you do that a lot. you try to trap people with big words that aren't any more useful than string shots of spider webs. just distractions from the lack of usefulness.
right now, you're confusing your terms. i try to clarify and you don't cooperate. i try again and you call me wrong. no, because i don't talk about things i don't understand. i don't just pull words out of thin air and pretend i know what they mean. i won't deny that i used to be really drawn to your intelligence, but your half-assed attempt at a way with words is pissing me off now.
somewhat unrelated (yet related by a deeper bond) consider this analogy:
you're given $20 to spend on food; normally, you'd spend it a day at a time -- or even less than that! -- and and up with a lot of money for a longer amount of time. in this circumstance, though, you don't have that much time; you spend $2 the first day, then rush -- spending $5 every other day. then, when you've run out of time, you realize you've got no money left to spend, and you probably don't want to buy food anymore anyways; you'd rather spend your next allowance on something different.
that's the best way for me to sum up how i feel right now, of course substituting the money for affection/adrmiration/attraction and relation to the food as if it were him. i have spent so much more time striving to befriend you within the time i had that i ended up hung up in your tangled web of confusion -- i had no knowledge of my progress. and now, now that i know more or less where i stand, i'm so tired of trying that i'm free to cut myself loose without even looking back. i won't think of this as wasted time, per se, for you do happen to be a kindred spirit, but right now i cannot stand how your geniality wilts now that i've seen the light.
wow this blog has some sort of garden theme, what with all the flower and spider references lol i wonder if anyone reading this will catch that and find it poetic or something but i enjoyed writing all that down.
this layout and the icon was made by chapstick with colors from colourlovers. do not remove/alter the credits section in any way, thank you.